Is he cheating on me???

I was just sitting woth my brother and suddenly my boyfriends facebook poped up. I was so shocked as he deactivated mine and his account at the same time cz we decided to keep our lifes apart from the social media fucked up life. Soo yea right now we are in a long distance relationship he is in Saudi Arabia and i am currently in Canada. 
It's just been I think 15 minutes and I am feeling so empty I can't share my feelings with my family so I just grabed my phone and start to write :(
Why do people do this shit I mean if he likes someone or wanted to use his Facebook he can simply tell me I won't mind it but doing a secret stuff is not acceptable with me I am hating myself right now and feeling empty inside.
Really wanted to go back to saudia and beat the fuck out of him I am sick sick sickkkkkk of this we planned to get married and have kids together have a great life ahead and now phewww....
Well whoever is reading this just tell me what to do I need words of sympathy.

Missing someone close to heart

Well I guess it is natural that we miss people more when they get really far away, I have a person soo close to my heart that I don't know what will hapen to me if I lose him.

Right now its a very hard time on us he went to Pakistan and I am moving to Canada, I have no idea when will I see him next time.

I just pray to God for His mercy on us and beg for my success in the game of love.

Miss you my dear hope to see you soon.

Life toughest part

Although I have acheived almost every goal in my life, I am the most happiest well settled person to others but there is a face behind this Iqra from which no one is aware of.
Despite all the blessings of God I still want something more desperately than nothing, it's called "love".
Whenever I tried to make someone mine there ia a strong force of repulsion between us Allah always put me in some sort of exam to pass and taste victory.  I am a strong person but emotionally I break down when there are too many hurdles to climb.
Right now I am going through a big hurdle and deciding whether to climb or not, it's a battle of love and I'll win iNSHA ALLAH.