Life toughest part

Although I have acheived almost every goal in my life, I am the most happiest well settled person to others but there is a face behind this Iqra from which no one is aware of.
Despite all the blessings of God I still want something more desperately than nothing, it's called "love".
Whenever I tried to make someone mine there ia a strong force of repulsion between us Allah always put me in some sort of exam to pass and taste victory.  I am a strong person but emotionally I break down when there are too many hurdles to climb.
Right now I am going through a big hurdle and deciding whether to climb or not, it's a battle of love and I'll win iNSHA ALLAH.